Cooking. Since i've always wanted to set up my very own restaurant, the very 1st skill that i need, is to KNOW how to COOK. Yes. Cooking. And not just any cooking, but one with restaurant quality and standard.

1st up
I need a teppanyaki stove
2nd
I need my mom to allow me to experiment in the kitchen, which is highly unlikely.
She's just paranoid about me making a mess in the kitchen, or blowing things up.
3rd
I need a Sensei
4th
I need sponsorship. Yup. Funding to buy all the food that i'll probably waste 3/4 of the time.

I've figured that i need to know how to cook coz i'm a big eater hahaz. Things are so expensive out there, and since i've taken marketing before, we were taught that products and food sold out there are often sold @ least 80-90% more of their real value. Geez. If i were to cook what those restaurants and cafe offers, i could have eaten many times over.

If i were to make things like spagetti, i wan to make it on par or even better than the one churned out by Pasta Brava. Or even make squid ink pasta. Or japanese cusine that can fight with many other japanese restaturants out therez. Chinese dining, able to cook the fish that is so soft, unlike the cooked, but hard ones we have for home cooked dinner.

I can follow the recipes though, and experiment from there. The only two barriers?
My mom, and Bigsweep/Toto.

My Fren Mulvis posted this on her facebook, and i tot it was interesting.



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AKI BANANA!! Yea....a cosplay themed cafe. I've always wanted to visit these kind of places. The one @ chijmes had bad reviews on its food, and that the prices were not justifiable. Next week, when it opens, i can jio people to try that place. Ha! i can't wait.

Lets see - Once i get my pay, it will be Marche with ange-, or the Aki Banana, well, it doesn't matter anyway, since i get to visit both. Hahaz

The tango moves are defintely getting harder to remember, let alone remember the names and do it. I can remember the moves abit though, but hell, yes, i NEED practice. Joanie-chan!!!!!

This months gonna be abit packed
17th - Impresario Audtions/Driving Practical
18th-21st - Camp
22nd - Driving Practical
23rd - Driving Practical
27th - Driving Practical

Driving is relatively easy, but i seem to have problems with the damn 1st gear and the stupid half clutch. I just can't seem to get a feel of it. The rest are easy, just that. Zzzz. My frens told me its normal, but....

My mom has been asking me to find another school, as James Cook is too expensive. Granted, 56k ain't cheap, but it is one of the Big players around, with credentials and credibility, a recognised degree, and more importantly, its own campus. Furthermore, alot of people know about James Cook, so that makes it relatively safe. That is why i've been praying for God to grant me some kind of blessing, a blessing which enables me to pay for the schools fees w/o any worries. Zzzzzz. I can't do business, or engineering subjects. I'm poor in maths. I forgoed mass comm as the industry is not suitable for me. @ the end of the day, the results of a degree depends on how much interest you have in it, right?

How do i initiate a conversation, let alone prolong it? How do i do it with ease? What kind of things to talk about and what kind of things to say. How not to be dumbstruck or dumbfounded in the presence of another? I see my close friends being able to find a female companion easily, not because of looks, but because they have one crucial ability that i'm lacking, and that is the ability to talk. They usually tell me, just talk la! But they just dun get it. WHAT TO TALK ABOUT!! Zzzz. Which girl on earth would want a dead sea as a companion? Sometimes, i asked God, what am i like tat? Why? Am i an introvert, or just having some unknown psychological problems?

18 days to baptism.

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Dr Randy


MY LAPTOP SCREEN CRACKED. ARGHZZZZZ!!!! I have been having spates of bad luck these days, and i duno hw long it will last. Why must it, of all things, happen to my laptop. It seems laptops are giving me problems. Zzzz

Yesterday i tried to find the shirt i wanted, and the one i found was in offer. From 89.90 per piece to 88 for 2 pieces. But i had to forgo itz, as the second design wasn't up to scratch....and so....i have to hunt all over again. Haiz.....nxt stop, Wizma????

December arrives! And food buddy and i started our 1st food hunt of the month.
Ange- and i had curry yesterday, @ suntec city, Muthu Curry. Spicy!! I swear that if i didn't sweat bucket infront of my palate, i would have gobbled up everything from the dish....Ange- found the mutton curry too spicy, but the chicken was great. The briyani rice we ordered came with free refills, and we had 2 servings. The rice was fluffy and light, enough to go over many times over. Maybe if i had this dish @ home, i'd probably would have twice the amount i had yesterday.



Our main course




Itadakimas!! Erm....wats lets eat in indian?


Ready? Set? WAIT!!!! Let me post for a pic 1st. X). Ok......TUCK IN!!!!


The BIG O


After thatz, whilst shopping for my shirt, Ange- saw her beloved Spongebob and went to Bear Hugged itz.

Notice how Spongebob is grinning ear to ear? Tiko....

Good Boy Patrick. @ least he much more behaved. X)

She poked my tummy....nono, beer belly!!!!

Naughty Spongebob......let me fix u.......


Finally on e way to City hall mrt, we saw tiz

I forgot what's it called, but its very sweet and have a bread texture to itz> A perfect snack for someone who has totally sweet tooth. Not me though....

MY LAPTOP!!!!! Anyone to help me??????

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Dr Randy


Holy MAMA! Hahaz. Anyone who reads my blog, if there are, has to see this. My friend told me about this cute video and posted it on his FB. Allow me to share it with you folks. X)



If i ever were to get my hands onto this kitten, wow....
I can't imagine what i would do with itz. X)

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Dr Randy


My desire to look good is not arbitrary. My curly hair is getting on my nerves these days. Ask any guy on earth, and he'll tell you he rather have straight nice hair. Girls are different, they don't mind curly, but for guys, its demeaning. Totally. Having straight hair prevents deprecating from mockery from people. It is ironic that many good looking people having straight hair rather den heavy, wavy, curly hair. Its looks messy. So on of the reasons i need to keep long hair is for me to rebond. Hopefully, i can find a job that allows me so. I saw some clothing shops allowing it, but....i never seem to get them. Its unfair. Why do others always get the good things while i get the dumpster? Why, God?

Hollywood. This is one place where big budget movies are made, and where careers take off or flop. There are famous, who are good.....and bad

Good(To Me)

Jerry Bruckheimer
James Cameron
Lee Ang
Ronald Emmerich
Steven Spielberg
Michael Bay
George Lucas
Peter Jackson
Jack Neo
John Woo
Sam Raimi??
Clint Eastwood
Stephen Chow


Bad(To Me)
Zhang Yimou
M. Night Shyamalan
Royston Tan
Jay Chou
Mediacorp Directors
Chen Kaige
Bryan Singer
Roman Polanski??

There are of course good music composers too,
Hans Zimmer
John Williams
Nobou Umetsu
David Arnold

Hmmz, Thats about itz
Lazy. Shall stop here.

Praying Hard For My 3 Prayer Requests

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Dr Randy


A remeniscence of my childhood memories, one of the few which made me happy....and my mom broke....back then i was still a kid.

LEGO!!!! This is one toy/game that i've always looked forward to whenever i finish my primary school exams. My best guess? The amount of lego i had could have easily totaled up to a whopping thousand over dollars, and to tink i didn't kept em properly. REGRET! If i did, i would have a whole cupboard full of the the collections i has build up over the years. ZZzz. It would definetly be an amazing and wondorous sight to behold. The only one i have left? Is the Train Modeled Lego, which is the MOST expensive i ever got, Costing @ least 250 bucks, if i remembered, that i got after my PSLE results. Its somewhere in my cupboard. I hope....

I wonder if my future Kid would ever do the same to me....pestering me for EXPENSIVE Lego toys, like i did with my mom. All the elephant feet and sulking when i din get it....I believe there is a word called RETRIBUTION. Damn....

Recently, i saw in the 'life' section of the newspaper, of a new book called
The Hunger Games And Catching Fire
These two books are part of a trilogy that is about a sixteen-year-old Katniss Everdeen, who lives in a post-apocalyptic world where a powerful government called the Capitol has risen up after several devastating disasters. In the book, the Hunger Games are an annual televised event where the ruthless Capitol randomly selects one boy and one girl from each of the twelve districts, who are then pitted against each other in a game of survival and forced to kill until only one remains. The second book will be about the aftermath of the Win. It seems so interesting, i want to get it. Boy....This book sure heightens my interest.

I've downloaded the two books from a website. I feel so sorry for the author. I took away her rice bowl, but i just don't have the finance now to go to bookstores like Kinokuniya to buy it. Felt bad. Sorry man....

Back to the library these days. I missed those days, where i could spend one whole day in it and be a total bookworm. Reading is a joy. Knowledge is wisdom.
Oh, i found a book on psychology yesterday, not exactly what i wanted, but, it'll do. Maybe i'll try the other branches someday....

I've applied with a friend for these runs so far----

SAFSA Track and field '09 - 100m.
North East Run '10 which is 16 KM
Banana Relay Run '10, 1.5KM dash, i think.
AHM '10
I was contemplating on the Men’s Health Urbanathlon, but i have to literally crawl through MUD on the last leg of the race. YUCKS!!!!
There are so many races coming up so far, but the one which i REALLY look forward to? The Sundown Marathon. I missed last year's one, what a waste. Must join next year. Hopefully, can find a female companion by then....u nue? Motivation. Its what keeps humans driving and going, right? Heh heh....Anyway, I've gotta keep my stamina 'up there'. I've been slacking ever since my AHM trainings ended.

I've always wanted to write songs, but sadly, i dun have the talents of Sier or Andy, let alone sing. People who hear my voice, especially recordings, have stress marks on their faces. Haiz....Why can't i have the good things in life? Like good looks and a pretty GF, or a nice voice, or talents in some areas? Zzzz. I'm pretty much normal, which ain't good enough. I want to be GOOD at something. Really

All Thanks to my friend, who sent me the Photoshop Program. I haven really installed itz, but once i did, i've got some work to be done.
1- Do up my photos, and make sure they look eye catching, and become an eye candy, i hope.
2- Help design a wallpaper for Joanie-chan's Mom blog. Like finally!
3- Ermz....I'll think about this one, yea?

Lets see, I have these few musical instruments at home
An acoustic guitar
An electric guitar
A Keyboard
A Classical piano
And I have learnt
Drums during my younger days
Note: don't ask why i can't play. Becoz i don't have the money, support and the time. Simple.
Imagine if i had the resources to learn and play this. I would be like Denny! My japanese lessons suffered becoz of time constraints too. Haiz.
Jack of all trades, Master of none. Sad Huh....Wait till i get into the work society, i swear i'll relearn all these.

Looking forward to be reborn, from a pool filled with holy, but dirty water. Hahaz. Sometimes, i wished baptism for adults would be just a sprinkle of water from a plant, like they do it with kids. I can't imagine how horrible i'll look like in my drenched look.

Bad Dreams. I've been having Bad dreams And Nightmares recently. Bad Karma and Omen?

I wonder, if this olden days dance, the AGOGO Dance, still exist anymore. HA! I'd Like To See Itz.

Great. Just a few more weeks to my Baptism, I'm sinning BIG time and going into depression againz. There are some sins that i've prayed that God will give my strength to drop, but i just kept repeating the mistake. Zzzzz. Randy's Menopause. God really put one through difficult trials. I'm trying to grow spiritually....

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Dr Shrink Wannabe

Searching For A Life Partner. I can't remain single. I'm under pressure. Under huge pressure.


Shyt. I'm going through what all writers fear the most. A Writer's Block. Zzzzz. Help!!!!